I don't know if i should actually rant about this but.. im so pissed right now. My chest fucking hurts from it now

I really,really,really,really hate my dad's family and their stupid envy kids!!!!! They're always ask us worthless questions that don't have meanings! and they think they can say "I love you" to my one and only father too

That hurts me too much.... it sucks even more when i tend to bottle up my feelings and never tell anybody my problems.Dx I want to just punch or even spit in some1's face....don't want to though... im cooling down now but.. i still have boiling anger and chest pain floating around me like a storm cloud... I don't trust anybody nor like anybody anymore except my own family. I hate my dad's family! I hate my mom's family altogether. I don't care if you hate me for this either. Say wat you want too.. cus i don't care anymore. I'm just gonna leave here one day and make things right in my own life. My life right now is just... worthless and full of pain that can't be stopped. I fucking hate the outside world now!!! People that i don't want to fucking want to know anymore tend to stare and want to know everything that's going on. I just want em' to ... LEAVE.US.ALONE.ALREADY.

I'm sorry that you guys have to read this...

I just had to get that off my chest >.<
Oh and i forgot this too...
I can't fucking stand my dad's sister's son. *fist shakes* He's a total waste to this planet.
I don't know if that was the right thing to say right now.....